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September 28, 2004
breathe?
Time. Growl.
I gave my copy of Faster to Ste3ve, but maybe I need it back.
Or maybe I just need a copy of Power of Now.
time
I keep myself in this worried state
there's never enough time
I don't have enough time
how am I going to do all of this stuff (in time)?
when am I going to do all of this stuff?
what am I missing out on?
who will I disappoint?
how can I disappoint the least # of people?
this is one big reason I never want to get up in the morning:(
I need to slow down
I want to rela
relax
goddamnit
I want to be lighthearted
I want to use time, and not be a slave to it
I want to flow with life
That particular stream of consciousness brings cuss words to mind. Words like "Bitch." and "Fuck." One word sentences that fully encapsulate my most usual way of relating to time.
I slept until noon, and beat myself up for "wasting" all that morning time.
I rushed around to do "stuff" before going to pick up Des. I didn't get much done. Turns out I didn't feel much of an abundance of anything--time, money--other than worry.
Karim Rashid's Oh! Chair is indeed more comfortable than it looks... and still not worth $40 to me.
Posted by Josh A. at September 28, 2004 10:30 AM
Comments
If you focus on doing your best things usually will work out, at least that's been my experience. Think about it? What more can you do but your best? And in the past when you've done your best haven't you done better than most? The last part is not very good because one should not do comparisions to others, very unproductive. It's not about competing it's about giving the best effort you have to be as good as you can be. If you do your best and others don't feel it's enough, fuck them cause it's all you can do. Try to focus on what you need to do not on what others think. Very John Wooden!
Steven
Posted by: Steven at September 29, 2004 07:26 PM